The Rebbe of Kotzk said, "If a person is truly aware that Hashem (G-d) created the world, then all earthly things appear to be of negligible value. If one were truly convinced of the uniqueness of his mission in life, his behavior would be radically different and he would put great effort into discovering that mission and fulfilling it. The extent of our efforts to accumulate earthly things indicates the value we ascribe to materialism. The very first words of the Torah hint at the basis for a spiritual life, "And the earth [and everything associated with it i.e. material goals] was barren and desolate." (Genesis 1:2)
The Jewish soul is rooted in the highest spiritual realms. Hashem created this world with the intention that the soul achieve spiritual perfection in it and thus eternally strengthen the bonds of attachment between Hashem and the soul. Taking into consideration the abovemendoned teachings, if the soul is unable to achieve close attachment to Hashem in the lofty spiritual realms, how can it be expected to achieve this closeness in this materialistic world which contains every sort of vice and temptation to lure the soul away from Hashem? In the following paragraphs, based on the teachings of Rabbi Nachman and his chief disciple, Rav Noson, we will explore the dynamics of why spiritual perfection can only be achieved in this lowly world.
[Rabban Gamliel, the son of Rabbi Yehuda HaNassi] used to say, "Treat His (Hashem's) will [the fulfillment of the Torah's commandments] as if it were your own will so that He will treat your will as if it were His will. Nullify your will before His will, so that He will nullify the will of others before yours. (Talmud: Avoth 2:4) The Vilna Gaon says that the definition of one who finds favor in Hashem's eyes through fulfilling His will is the one who observes the commandments, as the verse says, "For those who find Me (Hashem) [through the fulfillment of the commandments] find life and obtain [My] favor." (Proverbs 8:35) The Gaon adds that "Nullify your will before His will" refers to one who subjugates his urges [those that are in opposition to Hashem's will] for the sincere purpose of honoring Hashem, thereby complying with His will as the verse says, "A desire subdued is sweet to the soul..." (Proverbs 13:19) From this teaching it is clear, the goal of man is to try to attach his soul to Hashem through synchronizing his will with Hashem's will (the observance of the commandments), so he can be eternally bound to Him in the hereafter.
The world was created on Sunday. However, Hashem's desire to create the
world as a place where man could eventually attach himself to Him
actually arose just before this, on Saturday afternoon, Shabbos (the
Sabbath). The Zohar says that this is why Shahbos afternoon is the most
auspicious time of the week for mercy, because it is most connected with
the spiritual energies of Hashem's will which was derived from His
desire to create the world. [Note: Spiritual energies are eternal,
therefore any event that transpired at a particular time creates
spiritual energies that are the most powerfw on the anniversary of the
event, whether it be the daily, weekly, monthly or yearly anniversary.
This is why Shabbos afternoon is the best time of the week to for
Hithbodeduth (see back page). (Rav Mlchel Dorfman, head of the Breslov
Counsel of Elders)] The Zohar says that since Moshe attached his own
will to Hashem's will more than any other person, it was fitting that
when his soul returned to Hashem, he passed away on Shabbos afternoon,
the time of ra'a'vaw d'ra'ah'vin, the "will of wills." This was
consistent with his great, nearly perfect achievement of attaching
himself to Hashem's will. (Zohar: Parshas Terumah) Moshe not only
received and transmitted the Torah to all IsraeL but he fulfilled it in
its entirety and with its full intent. The Talmud says that a person's
name tells us everything about him, including his spiritual essence. The
numerical value of Moshe Rabbenu (Moses, our teacher, the term with
which he is commonly referred) equals 613, the exact number of
commandments contained in the Torah. This indicates that the essence of
Moshe Rabbenu's soul was the spiritual energies of the Torah itself.
As mentioned above, one attaches himself to Hashem by fulfilling His
will. In a relationship where an individual chooses to fulfill the will
of another, he must have a good motive to do so, for it is against man's
nature to voluntarily relinquish his will to another. A burning desire
to fulfill someone else's will is developed through and is an expression
of one's deep love for and great need to be associated with the other
party. The greater one's love for another, the more he is willing to
fulfill the other's wishes. The goal of any love relationship is that
the minds and of the parties involved unite in a common bond of oneness.
In the same way, Hashem's desire is that we become one with Him in a
common bond of love and the merging of wills and desires. This can be
attained only by developing a strong relationship with Him, by
fulfilling His will, i.e. His commandments. The greater the love we
develop for Him, the more we want to be one with Him. The more we love
Hashem, the greater the quantity and quality of the commandments we
perform.
When the soul resides in the blissful environment of the spiritual
realms, very close to Hashem, it feels no lack. In this situation the
soul's desire for Hashem is not so great. The bonds of attachment of any
relationship are strengthened when the parties involved realize how much
they mean to and need each other. The greater their interdependency, the
stronger their attachment. Therefore, the lofty soul is sent to this
lowly and materialistic world in order that it should become acutely
aware of how much it really needs Hashem, and what it feels like to be
without Him (devoid of true life, joy, purpose etc.) This is something
that the soul cannot learn any way other than to actually experience
this isolation. When the soul realizes what it is missing, it recognizes
that it desperately needs to renew its lost attachment to Hashem in
order to regain its lost essence. This increases the soul's yearning for
Hashem. When this occurs, the soul through performing His will strives
to once again attach itself to Hashem. The soul's longing and the strong
attempts to do Hashem's will creates a much stronger and closer level of
attachment and unification between the soul and Hashem, far surpassing
anything the soul could ever have hoped to achieve had it remained in
the bliss of the upper worlds. Thus the soul must descend to this world,
enabling it to achieve a much higher level of attachment to Hashem.
How can the soul which takes delight only in spirituality, be lured away
from Hashem by the material pleasures of this world? What possible
pleasure could the soul derive from physicality? The soul's desire for
Hashem is so great that it should never be able to stay in the material
body, even for a moment. However, to induce the soul to remain patiently
in this world until it has completed its mission, Hashem invested every
material item with part of His life sustaining essence, called n'tzotzos
k'dushos (holy sparks). They are found in every material item in this
world. Therefore, all of the soul's encounters with physicality such as
eating, drinking etc., provides it with limited units of nourishment
from Hashem's light that it needs and craves to sustain itself.
n'tzotzos k'dushos provide enough nourishment for the soul to induce it
to remain in this world until it completes its mission. Therefore, the
pleasure that we derive from the material is really from the essence of
Hashem's light found in that particular item.
However, Rav Noson cautions that in this world, where Hashem's light is
clothed in physicality, there is a great danger associated with
materialism. As a result of Adam's sin, the forces of evil became
attached to every physical item. Therefore, when a person partakes of
something physical, he must be very careful not to become excessively
caught up with the physical pleasure associated with it. Physical
pleasure is derived from energies of the forces of evil which can damage
Hashem's light contained in a particular item and distract a person from
Hashem. Because it is very difficult for the average person to avoid
being caught up in physical pleasure, it is best to limit one's
involvement with physicality only to that which is necessary for the
maintenance of his body, avoiding excess, and to do everything with as
much sanctity as possible. [This is not to say that one should not have
pleasure, for depending on one's level physical pleasure is actually a
part of the maintenance of his body.] However, there are Tzaddikim
(saints) who have reached very high levels who are able to derive
spiritual pleasure from the n'tzotzos k'dushos contained in each
physical item far exceeding any physical pleasure. For example, when
such Tzaddildm eat, they eat with purity and sanctity, enabling their
souls to be nourished exclusively from an abundance of holy sparks. They
do not even taste the physicality of the food, but rather only the
spiritual essence of it. Since these great Tzaddildm are able to derive
tremendous spiritual pleasure by their ability to taste the holy sparks
contained in their food, they are able to eat as much as they like
without causing any spiritual harm. For the more they eat, the more of
Hashem's pure light they ingest [Note: Since very few people reach this
lofty level, deriving only spiritual pleasure from physicality, Hashem
does not as a rule, expect this type of behavior. What is expected is
that we moderate our physical activities and sancfify them by using them
as a tool by which to serve Hashem. The Sages teach: "Rebbe Elazar ben
Azariah taught, "Do not say, 'I cannot stand pig meat!' Rather you
should say, 'I would like to savor pig meat, but what can I do -- Hashem
forbade it, and commanded me to separate myself from the nations in
order to be His, and to accept His soverignty upon myself."'
(Sifre)].
This principle applies as well to all estranged Jews who have fallen
very far from Hashem. When they become aware of their great distance
from Hashcm and feel greatly anguished by it, they arc motivated to
sincerely repent. Their will to return to Hashem becomes so great that
it propels them to very high levels of attachment to Hashem. Indeed, it
was their initial distance that provided them with the very strong
spiritual energies of desire enabling them to reach such high levels of
attachment to Hashem's will. In addition. their strong desire to return
to Hashem transforms all of the former negative spiritual energies they
created in violating Hashein's will converting all of their sins to
merits as the Talmud teaches. "The place where [sincere] penitents stand
[referring to the lofty spiritual level of attachment to Hashem], even
the completely righteous are unable to stand." (Talmud: Berachot 34b)
Now we can understand why this lowly world is so necessary and important
for the soul's growth and development, although it is so far removed
from the spiritual realms. Rabbi Nachman taught that everyone, even the
great Tzaddikim, must experience countless ups and downs throughout
their lives in order to obtain the necessary will and determination to
attach themselves to higher and higher levels of Hashem's will. The main
thing is not to despair! One should repent for any mistakes he has made
and then never look back, but rather continue to advance ever higher.
Amen! (Lekutai Halachot: Choshen Mishpat: Hilchot A'raiv 3:2-4)
Rebbe Leib of Mtwfinyetz@ was a very holy Tzaddik and extremely poor.
One day, his wealthy son-in-law, Rebbe Yudel of Dashiv came for a visit.
Rebbe Yudel was one of Rabbi Nachman's more noteworthy students, and was
known as a great Tzaddik. Since Rebbe Leib was so poor, all that he was
able to offer his esteemed son-in-law was a bowl of diluted borscht on
simple platter@
Since Rebbe Yudel came from a wealthy home, he was not used to eating
such a simple dish and did not touch his food. Rebbe Leib noticed and
asked in astonishment: "My son, why don't you eat?!" Rebbe Yudel
delicately indicated@ to his holy father-in-law that he was not used to
eating such foods on such Plain dinnerware. Rebbe Leib then immediately
took Rebbe Yuders spoon and dipped it into his own bowl of borscht and
said to Rebbe YudeL "Now taste the borscht." Rebbe Yudel took the spoon
from his holy father-in-law and tasted the borscht. He was amazed. He
had never tasted such delicious food. Even the dinnerware had changed
its appearance and looked like that used by nobility. (Note: This
miracle was performed drough tasting and manipulating the holy sparks
found in the material world]: (Otzar Yirat Shaw'ma'yim Volume: 2,
Chapter: 14, pp. 190)
Everything associated with Hashem is infinite. His will is boundless and
He is the source of all wills. Therefore, we must make every effort to
connect our will to its source, which enables the soul to receive its
proper nourishment. The highest level of attachment of one's will to
Hashem's will is called the ratzon sheh'b'ratzonos ("will of
wills") or ra'a'vaw d'ra'ah'vin. This level pertains to a person
whose desire to do Hashem's will is so strong that he prefers to do
Hashem's will rather than his own. The epitome of such a person is Moshe
(Moses). The purpose and goal of fulfilling the commandments is to bring
a person to such a level. [On this level one has such an intense love
for Hashem that his desires conform with Hashem's desires as if they
were his own. On lower levels, a person observes the commandments
without thus enthusiasm."
A BURNING DESIRE TO DO HASHEM'S WILL
We have defined, in general terms, the purpose and goal of creation and
how to reach that goal. With G-d's help, we will now explain why these
lofty goals can be achieved only in this lowly [compared with the
heavenly realm] world. As mentioned above, the Jewish soul is rooted in
the highest spiritual realm. When the soul descends to this world, it is
clothed in the spiritually very insensitive and
materialistically-oriented body. The envirorunent of this world is
filled with all the things that appeal to one's desires and can easily
lure the soul away from Hashem. There can be no further or more distant
place from Hashem than here. How can the soul ever expect to attach
itself to Hashem and fulfill His will in this spiritual sewer? Rav Noson
says that it is precisely in this environment that soul can achieve its
strongest possible attachment to Hashem, even greater than the
angels.
The soul's only desire is to be attached to Hashem. Rav Noson says that
the great distance between Hashem and the soul that is caused by the
soul's dwelling in this world immensely increases the soul's desire to
be reunited and attached to Hashem. The greater the soul's distance from
Hashem, the greater its desire to come close to Him. This can be
compared to a child's longing to be reunited with his parents who are
very distant [or as the popular saying goes, "Absence makes the heart
grow fonder."]. The more distant one is from the object of their love
the more likely they are to long for and strive to attain it. In order
for the soul to attach itself to Hashem while in this world, it needs
tremendous determination and effort to overcome the obstacles. Thus
determination is derived from the soul's burning desire to come close to
Hashern.
If the soul had a clear perception of Hashem while dwelling in world, it
would be too easy for it to attach itself to Hashem in world, due to the
soul's great desire to be reunited with Him. Therefore, Hashem created
the material distractions of this world to give the soul choice by
diverting its attention away from its true goal in this world. The value
and meaning of any relationship is enhanced when the parties involved
have the option to dissolve their relationship, but choose not to.
Free-choice thus gives the soul's relationship with Hashem true meaning
and value.
THE DISTINCTIONS OF PHYSICALLITY AND SPARKS OF HOLINESS
In order to maintain the balance of the soul's free-choice, Hashem also
placed n'tzotzos k'dushos in things that He has made forbidden and that
go against His will. The n'tzoizos k'dushos contained in forbidden
things provides the soul with enough pleasure to cause it to forget
Hashem completely. If the soul chooses to indulge in forbidden aspects
of physicality, it creates a greater distance between itself and Hashem
because it has disassociated itself from Hashem's will and therefore
harms the relationship. [Note: One reason the Jews were given many more
commandments and restrictions than the seven commandments the Gentiles
are required to observe is that the Jewish soul is so lofty, in order to
attach itself to Hashem on the appropriately high level, it requires
more manifestations of Hashem's will i.e. the commandments.]
Everything in this world came into being because Hashem willed it and
desires that it continues to exist. Therefore, Hashem's light, which is
responsible for the existence of each material item, is an extension or
expression of His will. Rav Noson says that this is why everything that
man desires in this world is essentially very beneficial and good. For
as long as a physical object is used to fulfill Hashem's will the
n'tzoizos k'dushos it contains nourish the soul with higher doses of
Hashem's will. The more units of Hashem's will the soul ingests through
using the material world to do His will the more the soul is nourished
with Hashem's essence enabling it to better attach itself to Hashem.
Therefore, the more we participate in the physical world to do Hashem's
will, the more of His light our souls ingest, providing them with joy,
life, and vigor. Without the spiritual nourishment that the soul derives
from the holy sparks contained in the material world, neither the body
nor the soul could exist. Therefore, it is necessary for man to partake
of physicality in order to exist in order to benefit both the body and
the soul.
DRAWS FORTH SPIRITUAL NOURISHMENT
Rabbi Nachman taught that the process of the soul attaching to Hashem is
an integral part of our daily lives. Every person. even the greatest
Tzaddik, at some time or other reaches a spiritual plateau. This occurs
because one naturally becomes comfortable in serving Hashem on his
current level maidng it very difficult to venture out and advance to the
next level. In this situation the person lacks the necessary drive and
will to advance to the next level. Therefore, when a person is ready to
advance to the next level but is not yet motivated, Hashem causes him to
fall spiritually and creates situations for him whereby he is forced to
make mistakes which are uncharacteristic of the level he had attained.
When this occurs, the person acutely feels his distance from Hashem and
frantically struggles to regain his lost closeness with Him. Thus the
downfall provides the person with the new drive and incentive he needs
to advance to the next level which would not have been possible
otherwise. Therefore, one should not despair if he unexpectedly falls
from his current level. It only means that he is ready to advance to the
next level and that he needed a little push to help him get there. The
distance caused by an unexpected fall helps a person achieve a stronger
desire to come closer to Hashem. This new and increased will to come
close to Hashem propels him to an even higher level of attachment to
Hashem's will which is contained in the next level. This process works
very much like the sout's initial descent to this world where the soul
is inspired to work hard to regain its lost closeness with Hashem, as
mentioned above. Rabbi Nachman calls this a fall orchcestrated for the
purpose of an ascent.
The great Tzaddikim derive their pleasure from the holy sparksfound in
the material world ...