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My bone and my flesh, Mr. Zalman Shazar, who has sharpened his ears and heart to hear the amazing and awesome song and melody, supreme and choice, of the True Tzaddik. Through which he removes from our hearts all types of poisonous arrows. That are the errors and confusions of heresies and false beliefs. And he heals us completely. The King Messiah will sing this song in the future and through this will draw the whole world near to Hashem Yisborach and will fill the world with knowledge of Hashem.
May your light break forth like the dawn and your cure from Hashem quickly sprout.
I received your heartfelt blessing from the 8th day of Nissan 5723, with a check for the sum of 100 Israeli lirot. You vitalized my soul very greatly. And I rejoice with great happiness without limit over your strong desire to dig and to find the deep waters from which grows the Holy Faith. May Hashem be with you and give you long life, good life. A life of true faith, which is the essence of the life in this world and the Next.
My King and my G-d, to You shall I pray. To You shall I cry for help. To You shall I shout. To You shall I ask for compassion. To You shall I spread out my hands. I reached out my hands all day long. My heart will cry to Hashem. From the depths of the heart I call to You. From the deepest depths I whistle for Your true mercy and compassion. As a ram thirsts for rivers of water, so does my soul thirst for You O G-d. Like doves humming and drumming with their hearts, so will my heart for Your hords of mercies and kindnesses. When the lion and the cub sound against their prey and many shepards shout at them; from their voice they do not back down and their numbers they do not answer. So shall I roar and shout and scream and cry for help and hum and whistle and hope for and anticipate and expect and await Your mercies and Your salvation. I shall not desist and I shall not be silent from always calling to You Hashem my G-d and G-d of my fathers. I called Your Name, Hashem, from the deepest pit. Hear Hashem my ca lling voice and have compassion on me and answer me and help me and save me and merit me with truly complete Faith. Save me, please, our Father in Heaven, from blemished Faith. Guard us with great mercies and save us from the wondrous blows that come, G-d forbid, on blemished Faith, for which nothing helps: not healing and not prayer and not ancestral merit. And even all the voices of alas and woe and groaning and sighing also do not help for them. Because everything is blemished and ruined by the blemish of the Holy Faith, which is the foundation of the whole Torah and the foundation of all the worlds and everything that belongs to them. For everything depends on and exists and endures only through the Holy Faith.
Please awesomely Holy One, full of great mercies. Let us merit to cry out to You in truth from the depths of the heart. From the deepest depths. As we need to shout to You now. As is revealed before You, Master of everything, all the plagues of our heart. Help us to cry out to You from the heart with a truly deep voice, with a thin quiet voice. In a manner that we shall merit to awaken upon us the wonders of Your very wondrous and awesome mercies and kindnesses and compassions and salvations . Until we shall merit to arouse and to reveal true advice, deep advice from the depths of this darkness and gloom that we have been trapped in very much due to our many sins. For You alone make great wonders. You make unfathomable wonders, miracles and wonders without number. And You reveal deep things from the darkness and take into the light the shadow of death. Take us out from darkness to light. Do for us wonders, and influence us and reveal to us advice from afar, in a manner that we shall merit to nurture the Holy Faith through this, and have mercy on us with Your great mercies and grant us Your gift of wisdom, understanding, and knowledge of holiness, in a manner that we shall merit to dig and to reveal the waters from which the Holy Faith grows. That are the deep waters of advice in the heart of a man. So that we shall merit to reveal and to illuminate deep advice from amidst the deep darkness. And influence with Your mercies good advice in the world. Complete advice, true advice according to Your good Will. In a manner that we shall merit, with true and eternal success in this transient world, to succeed to go in Your good ways and to draw near to You in truth and with a complete heart. And that we shall merit to fulfill Your true and proper advice.